Release A New Beginning

Today was a start of a new and delivered me. I was invited to a women's conference today not knowing what to expect the outcome to be. That's what happen when God shows up and show out. He showed up today and sent his angels to witness to me through their own pain and hurt listening to their story. As I sit listening to this one speaker. I felt as if she had stolen my identity just by listening to her past life story. I had to do a self-check, because I felt like this lady who doesn't even know me, exposed me in front of all those ladies at the conference. (The crazy part about it is, she was talking about herself). As my heart began to beat rapidly and my hands began to shake. I realized this is why I am hear. God is speaking to me through this woman and her past. At one point it felt as if I had to use the restroom and my bladder was getting fuller by the moment. I didn't want to get up because if I did I probably would have run out the room. I felt like running because this women of telling my business and exposing me. But it was not her it was God showing an image of who and what I looked like. He was healing me, talking to me, and stripping me of all the shame and guilt I had inside. Shame that was built up inside me. (Going back to when it felt like I had to use the restroom). Me having to use the restroom had become unbearable and there was a lot of pressure. I feel like the Holy Spirit spoke to me and said that pressure you feel is you thinking you have to pee. But it is all the pressure that has built up in you through the years needing to be released. And it is time for you to RELEASE and let go all of your past. Let me heal you and start a new beginning. So, I am FREE from condemnation and I have a story to tell. I have a story to tell and a ministry to unfold... The book has opened Chapter 1...